yesterday.

afternoon shirt.
hate it man.
nicholas and siming(i am still arguing with banana who is him) came.
ya, and nicholas claim that he came down specially lah.
YES,CLAIM.
hahaha.
walau, you cheat so many donation money alr!
give me some wont die lah.
:D

fine, i am still thinking
whether is he eugene or siming,
look alike what,

hmms.
i think banana is right. (:



today.
well, i am dead alr.
meet out with 3 bestfriends in a day.
GOSH.

woke up late.
meeting priscilla at 2 and i woke up at 1.50pm.
nice eh.
hahaha.

then, rushed out.
walked around,
bought christmas presents.
taught the kampong girl what AXS is use for.
CAN PAY BILLS ONE LAH!

walked to town and it RAINED.
heavily!
luckily i brought my cute umbrella.
shared with her.
HELLO. its the monsoon season now and you bloody dont bring
you umbrella.
nice one girl.
hahaha.

lend her my umbrella.
see, i am a good friend (:
went to fetch meiyi from work.

took bus down to bugis.
shopped.
late twice in a day!

meeting xiuying 7.30 at hg mall
and 7.30 i am still at bugis,
cool!
hahaha.
of course, she nagged and nagged at me.
walked around.

bought a lot of junk food today.
walau, i am gaining weight alr!
yes, i am fat now.

anyone know how to go on diet with popping pills,
exercising, and i can eat all i want?
TEACH ME IF YOU KNOW!
i want to know!!!!!

super summarised post, hahaha.
i mean super!!
bye :D

walau,
fri i got no off, no morning shift.
no fate.
tsk.

my prince charming.
okay, i dont even know if he is cute.
uni graduate, two condos, only child.
wtf, where to find!!
my dream is shattered.
taitai. :)

i got morning shift actually.
then, change again. ARGH.
see, i miss this chance.

and is the parents who want to introduce me to him.
see, i am a good daughter in law.
bwahaha!!

no fate. :(



okay, wtf.
who match make at this century.
old fashion. hahaha

i picked up my phone.
i scrolled to your name.
i stared hard.

i dont know why why i did that too.
so dont ask me.

then i heard the rain pouring.
i can feel the tears is alr at the brim of my eyes.
then, i stopped.
i said i will not miss you again, didnt i?

then, i found out.
not missing you is impossible.

some little actions gave me away.

i scanned through those texts you scanned me.
it didnt even exceed mere fifty.
i paused.

not even fifty texts,
can make my day great.
okay DAYS. with 'S'.
"what are you doing?
not sleeping?"
just this two questions make me smile.
and smile for the rest of my days.

okay. i did not feel like that lah.
trying to make it drama.

i was like "wtf, 50 only! siao char bo, kns!
like that also can be so happy. kill me. "

i feel so stupid.
yeah, VERY.

but i can feel that the feelings are fading (:
thats a great start.

at least i manage to make the first steps.



okay, i promise i wont blog in the middle of the night again.
i get so freaking emotional.
this is so sucks.
fine,
lets say whatever to this post together.

its feels like two million year alr
thou, i only work for 26 days!
IT FREAKING 26 DAYS.
no typo no mistake.
i can actually survive for such a bloody long period.
wooh.
PRAISE ME(:

i love compliments and encouragments.
:D

FULL SHIFT TODAY.
wtf. FULL leh.
nvm, tml morning shift.
it like so damn finally.

meeting michelle tml.
thats so GREAT.
havent been seeing her like so LONG.
fine, i just chat with her just now.
whatever lah.
I MISS HER MAN.

today is so love.
meiyi priscilla jingxian sheila and slash came.
(:
then ugly.
well, you owe me ten ugly.
i helped you kay.
by waving my golden hand. (:
i KNOW what you said to them!!
wth, hahaha.
love love love,

I LOVE VISITS!!! <3

i still cant let go,
and i dont know why.
this is one fucking thing i hate about myself.
I CANT MAKE decisions.
i ponder and wonder.
wtf, typical libra.
i am still keeping all the texts,
i got no courage to press delete.
it seems so easy but hard for me.
memories should stay (:
okay. see, i cant make decisions.


there is a guy trainee tml.
gotta sleep early to look pretty.
BWAHAHA.



omg, the fried rice is so fraking FULL.
BYE (:

i dont know.
i feel so weird.

i dont know how love feels like anymore.
really.
i forgot about how it feels like to love someone.
i only know that it hurts.
A LOT>

i forgot how it feels.
to cry over him.
smile because of him.
giggle over something silly with him.
pretend to be angry with him.

its time to let go.
i shouldnt hold on.

those days.

memories is fading.
i only can remember some.
those which melts my heart.

i know my feelings for him faded long ago.
but each time i fall for others,
i will lie to myself that i still like him
not them.

i dont know why.
afraid of being hurt again, perhaps.

each time i think of him, tears rolled down my cheeks
instead of an arc appearing.

each time i close my eyes, i cant block him out.
i dont know why.

now, it is really the time to let go
and start a fresh.
i will, and i can (:



i dont miss him, i miss who i thought he is (:

just let me miss him one more time.

this post is so weird.
fine, whatever,

i love james blunt's songs.
fine, i know my taste of songs is different. (:


okay, i dont have the bloody time to update.
all i do is work work and work.
wth.

nvm.
i need to attend this stupid course
yest and today.
this is so DUMB.
i fall asleep in those boring lessons.
not just boring. VERY BORING>
*yawn*
thinking of the course make me sleepy ald.

but i get to know some new friends
from vivo and tm.
cool.
when i check stock next time,
i can ask for them esp VIVO.
hahaha :D

now i am broke =(
i need more clothes.
to replace those i ruin.
okay fine.
i still didnt learn my lesson
each time i dye my clothes.
AHHHH>

PJ is getting more and more each day,
while my clothes is getting lesser.
wth.

Before marriage. .
Darling here.. darling there...
After marriage.
Baling here... baling there..

Before marriage. .
U DIE,i'll die with u .
After marriage.
"U die, up to u. "


Before marriage. .
U go anywhere. . I follow u.
After marriage. . .
U go anywhere. . up to u.
soo long married. . .
U go anywhere better get lost!!

Before wedding
u are my heart, u are my love"
After wedding
"u get on my nerves. "

Before wedding
"u are sweet and kind just like
Cinderella"
After wedding
"u are worse than godzila"

Before wedding
Roses are red, violets are blue. Like
it or
not, I'm
stuck with u
After wedding
Roses are dead, I am blue.U get on
my head, I
will sue u

Before wedding
Every dating he brings u to Shangri-La
After wedding
U want to go, he says u 'wait-la'

Before wedding
She looks like Anita Sarawak
After wedding
Don't know whether katak or
biawak.....

this is so true.

whats wrong with singapore men?
more and more perverts are running loose.
what the fuck.

hope he kana castrate by the mrt door,
when the door close.
how nice.
i will stand aside and point at him laughing.

wtf,
what is so nice about touching people's ass?
damn you lah.

knn.
BLOODY hell.
hope you eat and choke.
hope you drink and puke.
hope you walk and fall.
hope you are being fired by your boss,
and cannot find a job.
and remain jobless till you are 60.
no cpf to live on.
hah, how nice.
dont ever try to kill yourself.

because,
when you jump down the building,
i wont let you die.
i will pray hard you stay alive
and remain crippled :D
hang yourself?
hurt your throat and turn dumb,
but still alive.
slit your wrists?
noway, you lose your hands but you will still be alive.

curse and swear.

let you have a taste of your own medicine.
hope you are being molest by a MAN,



anyways,
what the fuck is wrong with you?
i stared at you.
and kicked you.
you still contiue to touch my sexy ass.

damn bastard.
what luck.