went out to compass with meiyi and priscilla.
short of xiuying?
because she is busy part toring with her bf.
(:
see this, miss chen?

when i was on the bus,
there is this mother and son(abt 7years old),
keep talking and pin pointing at me.
then the mother suddenly say,
" then you go sit beside her lah"*pointing at me*,
then the boy started to mumble something.
kns. practically the whole peeps on bus is looking at me.

you dont have to point at me and started whispering some shit about me.

maybe they are saying how chio i am.
I SAID MAYBE, SO DONT SAY I BHB. (:

walked around.
then ate at the food court.
okay,fine. the kopitiam.

then we went giordano.
meiyi got 30% off what.
:D

well, if you know us well,
you will know what we did in the HUGE fitting room.
SNAPSHOTS>
hahaha.
and i say the amount of photos we took is HELL LOT.
lazy to upload and resize all,
so the photos will be a bit kiam cai.













































okay, stop.
enough of it alr.
hahaha.

i have to go and print my group proposal alr.
if not, i think they will all kill me.
BYE>

okay.
i am so damn tired.
went out to celebrate my dad's birthday.
early celebrations. (:
reach home at one or two.

my classes at 8am kay, which means i have to wake up at 6.30?
GOSH.

dined, then went k box.
Thursdays' night = ladies night (:


room 29.

my all time favourite, shirely temple(:

my fat brother =x fine, i am fat too.

you know i love myself right?


i look freaking ugly.

27/4/07
i did my first program!
isnt this great.
my program can do equations.
up to 4 no.
HOW COOL IS THAT.
hahaha.

i shall be the next bill gate.
fine, i;ll be called billy.
so hi, billy. -__-"

since it is such a joyous occasion,
of cos must pai chao liu lian lah!



see, am i a tian cai?
BWAHAHA.


fullstop.

i miss my girlfriends,
especially lim meiyi.
hahaha. (:

things that are missed by me,



xiuying's caterpillar finger.


lim meiyi.


yang xuemei.


chen xiuying.

<3
thats all (:


my bracelet(: our initials on it.

why must you give me false hope each time?

i knew you arent interested in me at all.

but i just cant stop thinking of you.


i will always ask myself,
"do i really like you? or liking you has alr become my habit?"

i couldnt get an answer no matter how hard i try.

each day, i tell myself that i dont like you anymore.
but, i just cant stop thinking of you during
the walk home or even during lesson time. ):


i feel so stupid.
why must i hang on to something that wouldnt be mine,
no matter how hard i try?


i dont even have to courage to tell you about how i feel
towards you.
it is definitely not that i am afraid that you might reject me
or something (because you did that before alr.)

but i am just not really sure how i feel towards you.
after such a long period.
i cant really confirm how i feel towards you alr.

but if i dont like you?
why will i feel nervous each time i see you?
why will my heart skip a beat?
why will i wish that our conversation will last forever?
and why i keep praying silently in my heart that i will see you today?
maybe at the busstop or something?

how does liking someone feels like?
i forgot about it long ago.

but i know, it hurts.



how can i tell myself that i dont have any feelings for you when i do have some.

they asked me to give you up.
and i tried.
but i cant.
they say that you are no worth my waiting.
but i dont know why, i still cant forget you.


but i know you are worth my waiting, dont you?
no pain no gain right?

but i wont tell you how i felt towards you,
because i dont want you to avoid me or something.

as least as a friend, i can still cheer you up, sometimes (:

i'm officially dead.

after 4 pathetics days of school,
i think biomedical eng is the wrong course for me.
kns.

my course like "bao ka liao"(include everything)
a math! i like drop this subject two years ago,
and now, i have to learn this bloody subject again.
what people learn in a year, we'll learn it in 10 weeks.

now, bio!!? molecular and celluar bio.
DNA AND CELLS?
virus?! i only know i caught flu virus now.
walau, kill me.

i hate maths, and i hate science too.
now my course is all maths and science.
OMG.

see, i chose the wrong course.
so if are having Os this year, choose wisely.

now i just have to stick to this course till i die.
):

gosh, i needa revise daily!!
but i am just too lazy to do it alr.
AAAAAHHHHHH>

yuan called.
i complain to him about him.

roger called.
i complain to him about him.

meiyi talk to me in msn.
i complain to her about him.

sky text me.
i complain to him about him.

seee, how horrible is him.
kns.

fuck fuck fuck!!!

well, after two days of school,
i can say that i will not have a good time.
physics, chemistry, a math, computer programming
biomech, bio material.... etc.
kns.

all these link to biomedical eng?
wtf,

i going die soon.
real soon.
ARGH.

SIAN!

and best of all, i have homework!
fuck.
H-O-M-E-W-O-R-K leh.

free body diagram.
wth,
i needa help in all sub!
anyone?!
any one in biomedical eng!?!

):

i cant stand him.
wtf,
he is so damn irritating.
stop following me!!!
and D-I-S-G-U-S-T-I-N-G.
double pui-s.

okay. today is sunday.
which means tomorrow is MONDAY.
kay, this is bullshit.
eveyone knows this lah.

but the main thing is,
I AM STARTING THE BLOODY SCHOOL TML.
AHHHHHH>
and i am not a bit excited.
wtf.
i should be nervous,
digging in my closet what to wear tml.
but, HELL NO.

i am not a bit nervous.

and the only feeling i have now is,
"i want to go home"

i got this i-want-to-go-home feeling now alr,
when i haven even step into the school yet.

and this is so terrible.
AHHHHHH>

who can make me have i-love-school feeling?
this is so freak.

lectures and tutorials tml.
where is all my lab!!!??
BORING. i prefer hand ons.

tml is not a fine day after all.
):

watching girls out loud now on you tube now.
and i am addicted to it alr.
bye.

went school homecoming today.
and i can say,
the weather is hot, hot HOT!

went back to visit teachers.
mr singh is still as macho as before.
yeah, joke with him.
he is a nice teacher lah.

saw mr tang.
he was still on the pph rumour.
asking me abt him.
this is so weird.
and he "xian hai" me.
and now yuan will think that i leak out his secret.
HAHAHA:)

madam chua keep saying i am too poor
to buy cloth, thats why my shorts is so short.
arent shorts meant to be short?
thats why they are call shorts right.
hhahaa.

and ya, she said i wore too much blings.
lots of diamond.

miss those days when i argue d with her every single morning.
and she said i gain weight ):
omg!

mrs lim says my dressing very lian?
really?! omg.
cantttt beee laahhhh.
where got lian!

ate the whole day.
after homecoming went kovan with girlfriends.
lunched at hk cafe.
not bad lah, the food.
walked around, then went tangerine cafe?(at kovan cc)
for desserts.
chocolate fondue. YUMYUM.
played monopoly there with girls.
the stuff there is really affordable.
OUR NEW HANGOUT PLACE. <3

and guess what.
i bought kfc home for dinner!
omg, so sinful lah.

update photos another day.
cooomm sooo bloooodddyyy lagggg... argh.

byebye!

i dont know why.
i think i started to miss you now.

and i felt foolish.
i thought i can forget you easily once i leave secondary,
but HELL NO!

i miss you even more.

and now,
i will see you everyday, perhaps?
wtf.

is this a joke?
i dont find it funny anyway.

this is my fate,
and this is so bloody stupid.

nvm, i hope those handsome guy in nyp
can make me forget you faster.

real fast.

take care. bye.

fine, i hate my sunburn now.
i hate to be tann.
i want to be fair again.
argh.

i cant imagine i am tann again,
my bloody hardwork had gone down the drain.



saw that?know why i hate to be tann?
hahaha. okay, thats like 6 years ago.


saw the difference?
i was wearing a tee lah.
and now, now more sleeveless for me.
if not i think my arms will look bloody funny.


i hate sunburn.


look at my cheeks.
no blusher is needed.
all thanks to the sunburn.

what should i do with uneven skin tone?!?

bye all.

I GOT A NEW KEYBOARD ALR!
is like finally.
i dont have to click using the bloody mouse to type alr!
hahaha.

now i can blog all i want,
chat on msn all i want.(:
this is so great!
bwahaha.

knew quite a lot of my new classmates.
hahaha.
nice peeps lah.

if you are still wondering what course i am in,
NYP BIOMEDICAL ENG.
hahaha.
and i sort of regret it.
sound like a tough course lah.
nvm,
i just have to bear with it for 3 years lah.

ECC got lots of handsome guys.
i like.
:D


i am missing my girls alr.
different polys.


and i look bloody ugly in this photo.

my computer is finally ALIVE!

meeting my girlfriends tomorrow,haven been seeing them lately(:

i miss them. i swear i really do.hahaha

keyboard down and i have to
type using the bloody mouse! and i can say that i hate this. WTF

argh! BYE♥