do dreams come true?

i had a dream some time ago.
erm. ..
will dream come true?
hope not.
i dun think i can take.

but.
no one can stop it.
human are jus some creature
who is selfish.
thinking onli abt themself.
we wont put ourself in other ppl's shoes
and think abt our deeds and doing.
okies. i am a SELFISH ppl too.
who dun.
remember all the selfish acts i had done.
omg.
hahaahhs.
i am starting to crap again.
pardon mi pls.
i had regret for wad i have done.
forgive mi pls.

i am bored.
okies. i can sae tat i finally
FINISHED MY DNT.
lets call fer celebrations.
=))
i am super high now.
maybe there is some thingy
not completed. BUT hack care.
hahahhas.

okies.
my white hair is growning.
USB wth.
@#$%^&*()_
@#$%^&*()
wadeva.
i am not going to touch u again.
for todae.
coz i am not giving up easily.
hahahahs =))

finished my DIY hp strip.
black and hot pink.
i am happy with it.
i have been diying fer quite a lot
this week.
hahahahs.
hope the hp strip will not break.
*fingers crossed*
hahahahs.
my hp is getting heavier.
as in more thingy has been added on it.
it is in an ugly state now.
-____________-""
hahahhas.


okies.
i think i will be renovating my rooms soon.
i mean as in change photos all these.
not painting my room.
hahahas
i dun like blue.
wonder y my room is painted BLUE.
and is 3 diff blue.-___-"

gtg. tata
tats all fer todae.

okies. now is like 12.45
i think everyone is sleeping and
i am blogging.
i am a owl huh.
not really.

i swear i will study hard.
ya ya.
everyone will be thinking
i had enough of this. she onli say. she wont DO
they can even memorise
the way i say it.
which is not a comment
okies. i will this time.
i am going to make full use of the 15 min walk to school
by revising or should i sae
studying coz i dun even noe wth
the teacher is teaching.
haahhahs.
okies. i shall start with ss.
=)) i changed.

i am going to get 5 points fer prelims.
yeahs. 5sexaye points here i come.
onli 5. =))
tat all.

hmms. i feeling like stabing u
yes U. jonathan yuan.
huhhuh. =P
wad devil head angel body.
u ugly freako. hahahas.
assU.
i feel like iam backstabing him now.
which i am larrr.

i dunno y.
moodswinggs.
sometimes i just feel like breaking down
and cry.
which i wont.
i am strong.
not PHYSICALLY larr.
as in mentally.
so dun make mi angry.
i dunno wad i will do.
scream at u? wack u? or even bite ur nose off.
ahhaahs.

maybe i should try plucking off ppl eyebrows.
hohohohhh.
i am so evil.
imagine u without eyebrow.
use ur second finger to cover ur eyebrow and u will
noe how u look like with it.
funny huh.
yarr.
i promise i wont touch my eyebrow.
hahaahahahs.
okies.

my eye lids are so heavy now.
lend mi tooth pick pls.
i still have to finish dnt
whicch i cant. T.T
ppl must be thinking
i am so laoya.
u will noe the feeling when u are in dnt. =))
and u wont like it.
if u still think i am pls press X
and leave immediately.

hahahas
bye bye.

stm

okies. tell u this story.
bear with it.
it is not really interesting larr.

there is this girl which had a aerious
STM. (( short term memory))
got off the bus and it is raining
REALLY heavily.
a girl of her same age approach her.
"u are blah blah blah. who live in BLAH rite?"
the girl was shocked tat a STRANGER knew her place
i mean her place which she used to live 4 years ago.
and the stranger got her name correct.
she give the stranger the blurest look.
and said " oh. okies. yup =))"
but in her juiceless brain is trying to recall who
the hell is the stranger. "huh. i noe u meh" *tthinking.*
but she continue to smile and tok to the stranger.
which is a stupid thingy to do
only she can make it.

she ask her.
it iis raining so heavily how u walk home?
thinking together with the stranger.
lets run. the stupid one said.
which is the girl.
den they took off and dash to the nearest shelter.
they walked home together and said bye bye.
but the girl is still wondering who the hell is the girl.

okies. this is a real story.
and the stupid girl is mi.
i am still wondering who is she.
sorry for not remembering u. =X

lao lao break my hairband
which i just buy last sat.
todae is the first dae i wore it.
she slap mi on mie back.
whish already leave her hand markon it.
it is like so painful lorhs.
wtf. hurts.

gtg. byebye.

sentosa

okies.finally i can UPDATE.
sorry for not updating.
com sots.

haahaas.
went sentosa todae.
with xiu.meiyi.pris.jingxian.sheila.yingxin.
actually xiuzhen is going but in the nv
not feeling weell.
had fun todae=))

we were like playing den it rained.
ohmygosh.
nosun.
den we went to palawan.
left siloso.
den we were like playing monkey
den saw a bride n groom.
den we were like shouting
"congrats"!!
den they look at us and wave and snile.
damm bo liaos.

when we were at siloso.
there is this couple tat keep staring
at US. den sheila. pris.mi.yinxin one grp.
the rest another.
we lost.
had to take off our tops.
but their is bikini inside larr.
yingxin had to do other thingy coz
she did not wear.
den we ask her to go to talk to the couple.
" y u keep looking at us huh. u wanna join us izzit"
and u noe wad yingxin did tat!
and the couple were like play wad.
we nv tot they will wanna join us
hahahahas.
so diaos.

went swiming with pris.
so salty the water. *puke
here are some photo we ahve taken.
besties4. at siloso.

bitchaye

yaya.
so wad ppl have weird running style
i dun think it is funny u noe?
i dun think u have some nice
cool runnning style!
i noe this is none of my prob
but i just wanna tell U tat
u run like some stupid shit too.
i noe i am mean here
but i onli treat u the way how u treat others.
respect ppl first before they respect u.
remember tat.

the dirt on ur back
u will nv see it.
onli others can see it.
u will noe abt the dirt
ONLI when ppl tell u.
no one is perfect.
AND u arent perfect too.
i am not perfect either.
get it?

so wad ppl run in a funny way
u are just like a duckling running.
this is wad we call standard running huh?
ya. ur style. the best lar.
u noe y i call u a duckling? not a UGLY duckling.
coz ugly duckling CHANGE into a graceful swan one dae
but a DUCKLING wont.
u wont change.
u are just the duckling laughing at others.
once others change into a swan u
will start scolding, nagging
y cant u change into a swan too.

so pls get ur fucking brain think before
u act or talk.
others onli mock at ppl
when they failed but others can
do it nicely and perfectly
JEALOUS. yes.
tat is the words.
mocking = somethingy u do when u are jealous

take a loook
in the mirror of how u run first
i think this can make u laugh
fer one whole dae.
all of us have our style of running.
no matter how we run like ducks or goose
as long as we try our best tat
is fine.
it is much better den laughing at ppl.
and pls. laughing is already a
mean thing to do
acting out is worst
and adding pepper salt sugar soya sauce
into it is worst
mind ur words.

i shall stop here.
the more i write the
more my blood boiled with rage.
tata!

new blog skin.

okies.
a brand new blogskin =))
i love this one.
hahahs
still finding a suitable song fer it.
any nice songs to intro?
tell mi in the teg boardd.

wtf.
i have to re do my exploded view
and my orthgraphic projections drawing
AGAIN.
guess wadd.
mr rosli sae my drawing is erm. LOUSY.
wth. sad case.
is liek i re do so many times le lorhs.
shit shit shit.(*@#$(*&
arrrrgggghhhs.
i need help in my foilo.

i wanna cry now.
yes now.
pls lend mi ur shoulder now.
hahahahas.
just joking.
my white hair is growing.
i can feel it. sense it now.
pls buy mi a BLACK haircolour dye soon
(*@)(@%$^%&
totally sux.
i am really starting to hate dnt ?
am i?
hope not!

a lot of trouble lately.
hais.
let not talk abt it
gtg. bye bye.
can u all pls pass mi soem good luck.

my bagg.

okies.
i said i wont buy anymore bags
fer this year after my new bagg.
but i think i am in love with tat
pink n white puma bagg.
ohmygosh.
hahahas.

i love my bagg.
although it is green.
not PINK.
i prefer to be pink larr.
and yuan they all were like so idiotic.
"how come u buy GREEN bag?"
i was like bwg.
i didnt think so far lorhs.
i should had buy tat reddish orangie.
hahahahs
diaos. sad case norhs.

okies. i really feeling like
STABBING the examiner.
maybe a satb wont be enough.
a kick. a punch. a slap.
ihatethem larr.
ahahahahs.
dots dots dots.

down with a mere fever yest.
i was like feeling giddy in the dnt room.
while doing dnt.
wanted to sit down
instead of tat i fell
with the CHAIR.
omg. so paiseh.
luckily i was holding on to the table
didnt fall really tat bad.
i sholud be thinking abt my injuries but i am
thinking " did anyone saw how i fell?"
hahahhas.

i have offically finished my dnt.
=)) cheers*
erm. onli the artefact.
FOILO. hell NO.
okies. maybe i will rush it tml.
anyway
i have to hand in on tue n i have a long way to go.
i dun like my foilo.
i dun like the first two page
if initial ideas. i lurve the third one=))
my plan,end.side view drew wrongly.
i draw tat like one hour.
wtff. i dun wann redraw.
my effort had gone down the drain?
my exploded view too!
another one hour of shading n drawing.
the world is just too unfair.
i wanna complain.

mr foo is pushing mi to hard.
i rather dun show him my file.
each time i show him?
i have to re do.
omg.i wanna cryy larr.
sad case.

god. dun u think i am pity enough
to help mi?
i really need help with my foilo.
jus send someone down to help mi.
pls. no scary monster.
i am a timid mouse.
i cant take SUPRISES.
okies. my supper is here.
bye bye.

i am getting fatter.
even if i lie.
the weighting machine dun lie.='((

sinta

okies. went to sinta fer like
2 daes.
hope i am not going TML
hahahahs.
bought my wire. =))
pei pris to make her electro
went there with pris n xiu
meiyi is still rushing her dnt.
mi n pri were like smuggling thru the mrt.
hahahahas.
onli xiu scan
we were like taking free mrt. hahahas
so diaos.
we decided tat next time we all summgle thru larr.

i did super badly fer my n level oral.
oh my gosh.
okies.
i was like too nervous and i actually kick the
examiner table and he/she
was like diaoing me.
fu*k.
i wanted better result
but now. pass will be like
thank goddness.
hahahahas.
the examiner damm idiotis.
keep interupping mi when
i am TALKING.
did u see before any picture description
tat i didnt describe the surrondings n the way they dress?
i wanted to sae but they keep interuping.
wth.
conversation too.
i was like half way talking abt picture
and he just said?
okies. let proceed to conversation.
wtf. go to hell larr.

god. i need help here.
pls pity a tiny weeny pathetic
soul here?
hahahahas
thanks if u heard mi!

happy youth daee

okies. happy youth dae!
but i prefer children dae larr.
hahahahas
wadeva.

stayed home the whole dae.
time pass really fast when u are doing nth.
time pass slowly when u are in sch.
wth.
i hate holidae.
(i think i will be punch if others see this)
hahahahs.
holidae = piles and piles of homework.
holidae is meant fer fun!
release stress.
okies. even we are in sch we dun have stress
okes not everyone but ME.
hahahahas.
i have to buck up larr.

i said tat after holidae
i will study hard.
no more playing.
okies. tat is all crap la.
i still fall asleep in school
SOMETIMES. yupyup
sometime. mean not often.
not often = seldom
seldom = a few times
okies i crapping again.
tat is y my blog is aways so long la.
full of crapps.
while readding my blog. pls
read out loud.
prepare fer eng oral which is like
tml fer some peeps
hahahhahs.
fines. i dun wanna hai u all.
later ur eng deproved.

oh well.
i am going to a siao lang soon
talking to myself
in the mirror?
someone who look exactly like mi?
i prefer erm. toking to edison blah blah.
i mean posters.
hahahahhs

wad if the teachers look so cute
will i drooll or something.
hahahahs. okies stuipd mi.
hope my examiner will be average looking
i mean not too erhem or cute.
IF i say if larr.
he is ugly. i think i will be like trying not to laugh.
if he is too shaui or sonmething
i have to try not to stare
ahahhahas.

okies. gtg.
wish every ppl
all the best fer tml oral.
wish mi too =))
hahahahs
my wishlist is getting erm LONGER.

updated now.

okies.
sorry fer like not updating fer like
a whole week.
hahahhs.

xiu came to my house
yest.
den we were like watching movie.
den my mom came home
ask xiu wanna eat anot.
den she sae she dun eat dinner nowadays
my mom was liek shockk.
hahahahs

send xiu to the bus stop den walk home.
when i reach home
my mom was like
xiu so skinny still dun wanna eat
den she was like asking mi how heavy is xiu
den i sae erm
same as mi.
she was like ermm. u look way too fat to be the same
like xiuying.
i was like erhem.
she sae xiu so skinny still
dun wanna eat later become bamboo stick
den she sae.
ppl so skinny also go diet
den she sae u leh.
so fat liao.
i was like uh huh.so watt.
xiu nv eat dinner den u
cannot eat supper n dinner liao lorhs
den i replied.
if i cannot eat dinner n supper den u
whole dae cannot eat liao lorhs
hahahahas.
so stupid lorhs.

ppl on diet is like none of my prob lorhs.
when i becum like erm 45
den i consider to go on diet larr.
hhahahahas
okies.
i have to like take care of my throat
oral exam on like
weddd.
omggg. i wanna cry liaos.
i need helpp.
hahahahas.

maybe i should consider going on diet larr.
hahahas.
no more mac n icecreams.
okies.
cancel away the ice cream part.
yea. no more macc.
gtg.
tata.
will update soooooon.