biomechanics test!
OMFG.

i can predict the results alr.
CONFIRM F.
unless they have lots of free body diagrams lah.

miracle wont happen for this subject.

'cos i dont understand and i DID NOT study.
just some browsing through,
nodding my head even thought i dont understand.

oneQ i did for almost an hour.(topic2 one leh!)
see, i am so dead.
very dead.

i cant wait for this test to be over.
i dont even feel like going for this test later on.

Ixx? wth.
and cos & sin is making me so confuse.

walau, how to pass this module.
i am already ⅝ dead.
⅜ will be during the test. ):

the sims 2 is so addictive lah.

my gosh.

blame it on my brother.

BYE.
i am left with only 30 minutes!

i look very chao lao meh!?
ask me help them buy cigarette.
TMD.
*roll eyes*



i got to go to school in about 25 minutes time.
and i am still at bloody topic one going to 2!!!
wth.
i can only scan through everything now lah.
serve me right lah.
didnt even open my books in the holidays
and went out on WEDNESDAY.
ARGHHHH.

i better spent my 25minutes doing something useful
like MEMORISING THE POINTS.

bye!

my cousin gave me the same tips as my boyfriend did for the manufacturing test.
nono. should be ex-bf.
cos i had dump him long ago. *ahem*
SIAN.
THEIR TIPS is bloody a lot can.
still call tips ):

definition of tips = answers to the examination questions lah.

WTH.

how come everyone is trying to distract me from my revision?!

AHHH>

evil. shoooooooo* go away lah.
hahaha.

example 1.
my brother had just walk out of his room and say
"i bought the sims ps2 one leh, want to play?"

WTH. hey.
you know your sister is easily distracted one right!?
GAMES leh.
you tell me how no to be tempted!!!

but still, i say NO.
but i think my soul is alreadying floating in my brother's room.
i swear, my brain is thinking about the game now!!

maybe i can play a while?

NO,never! dont even think about it jingyi!




i want to sleep now.
although i had already sleep for erm, 17 hours yesterday?
*yawn*

so many chapters, so little time!!!!!

MANUFACTURING TECHNOLOGY IS KILLING ME LAH!
WTF.

and i am so FAMISHED now.
argh.
no breakfast no lunch.
now no tea.
and i bloody dont want any maggie mee now.
and i am too lazy to step out of my house.
breakfast+lunch+tea= hello pandas and plain water.
you know how much i hate water lah.

THREE bloody topics.
and after three hours,
okay.fine.
i got eat snake in between, but that's not the main point lah.
the main point is I AM STILL AT TOPIC 1.

how to complete 3 long topics by tomorrow?!
AHHHH>

okay, i have been watching tv for 1 hour alr.
STOP IT LAH JINGYI.
do your boody damn it revision.

and now, i am suppose to do equiz!
not online chatting and blogging!!!

i wasted yesterday by going out already.

but NEW YORK NEW YORK is NICE lah.
see, meiyi you regret right?
ask you out you dont want.
HAHAHA. (for LIM MEIYI to read)

i think i reach my limits alr lah.
for the first few weeks i am like forcing myself not to sleep in lessons.
but hell, is like FORCE.

i hate school! i hate projects! i hate to study!

no one can change my thinking lah.
the thinking have been with me for the past 18 years liao.

BYE. i think i have to study now!



and fuck, saw my url at cyber cafe?!
wth.

really?............ yea.

Bridge]
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

[Chorus]
You can put the blame on me [4x]
Said you can put the blame on me [3x]
You can put the blame on me

a nice song(:


okay, i flunk my maths paper today.
well, nothing to be proud of lah.

AND I DAMN IT LEAVE LOTS OF BLANKS IN IT.
exactly the same as o level.
BLANKS.
but i hope my maths result will be same as my Os lah.

):

fine, i shouldnt rely on LUCK lah.

"you reap what you sow"
but thats not completely true lah.
'cos sometimes,
i reap more than what i sow(: HAHAHA.

i cant wait for whywhylove episode5!
<3





hais, sometimes i really wish this never happen at all.
but,
if this did not happen at all.
i wont have the memories with you. :D
i dont have the courage at all to...
who to blame? no one.
wondering and guessing sucks.
but the truth hurts.

i hope i wont lose that bet.
cos, i know you arent this kinda of guy(:
yay, 100% xin xing.

if there is two giuys who like you, which one will you choose?


the first one,
of course both are rich lah.
they came from the same family what.
he is mature, very gentlemen, you always bump into him no matter where you go, caring, patient, always makes you smile no matter what, work in a big company.

the second one,
erm, a little childish, like to play pranks on you but deep inside, he cares a lot about you, always help you secretly, when you are in trouble he will rush to help you immediately, like bike race, a little hot tempered.

okay, both are equally rich and handsome.
HAHAHAHA.

hmmm. i think i will choose first one as my husband
and the second one as my bf.


yaya, as if i can find this kinda of guys lah.
out of a million, they only exist at 0.000000000000000001.

hais.
see, it is hard to be taitai lah.
hahaha.

they two characters is from why why love.
AND THE DRAMA IS DAMN NICE LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH x1000.



send or not?

21 HOURS TO GO ! :D

well, i know everyone is asking where i am going?
nah,
i am not going anywhere lah (:
BWAHA.

it meant to be a secret.

when you are waiting for someone, times seems to pass so slowly.
when you are missing someone, times seems to be flying.

so yeah,
i think i better wait for someone.
HAHAHA.


(:

this post is rubbish.

yay, i bought my bleach cute little lion necklace some time ago.
but i want the head not the body!
i know. the lion is like so pervert, but he is cute what.
should i use it or he? HAHAHA

i know this is stupid lah.

should had spent my time studying instead ):

but it is fun lah, you should try.

(: weets.

the songs i listen to a bit emotional lah.

i know i know.

RULES:

1. Put your music player on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the nextbutton to get your answer.

3. You must write that title of that

song down no matter how silly it sounds !

If someone says ''is this okay?'' you say?

shi ni jue ding wo de shang xin. wth.

What would best describe yourpersonality?

chou nan ren. *cough* ahem.

What do you like in a guy/girl?

just so know you.

How do you feel today?

hai shi ai ta. WTF.

What is your life's purpose?

guan yu ai qing. HELL.

What is your motto?

jin wu men. SHOW!:D

What do your friends think of you?

beautiful love?!

What do you think of your parents?

ai bu zai. *erhem. not true lah.

What do you think about very often?

unfaithful. =x

What do you think of your besties?

back to one.

What do you think of the person you like?

nan yong. HAHAHA.

What do you want to be when you growup?

juan shu tian shi.

What do you think when you see theperson you like?

ni yao de bu shi wo.

What do your parents think of you?

i'm not missing you.

What will you dance to at your wedding?

all good things.

What will they play at your funeral?

kiss the girl.

What is your hobby/interest?

yi shen jue wang.

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

unbelievable.

What do you think of your friends?

dui de ren. (:

What song will be the subject when yourepost?

an jing?!!

i hate projects lah!

personal views and comments on biodegradable?!

who can help me!!

ARGH.

maths math and maths on monday.

i know nothing.

what to dooooooo. ):

wth is forging? casting? GOSH.

there is so much to learn and so little time.

HELP. now, i need motivations lah.

BOO.

ANYONE CHOOSE GERMAN AS THEIR ELECTIVE?!

i know i know.

most of the people will choose japanese lah.

):

oh well.

alone? HAHAHA.

nvm, look on the bright side.

maybe there is shuai ges there(:

BWAHAHA.

by thinking of that,

this definitely cheer me up a lot.

我不再回忆也不再伤心.


i should give up and forget all abt him!
yes. this is what i should have done long ago.
agree?!
i dont know why. i feel so retarded.

please kill me.
erm, i'll take that back. i still haven become a taitai yet...
i cant die nowww...

love can really decrease ones IQ.

see, i am offically mentally retard.
he bloody fool me twice and i still wants to believe him? wtf.

but i dont know why, i just cant let myself despise,detest nor dislike him.
i sucks in this love thingy.

yeah, i know i know.
if he apologised to me, i will forgive him.
see, i am nuts.

so, IF I TRY TO FORGIVE HIM OR ANYTHING,PLEASE DAMN IT STOP ME FROM DOING THAT! :D

seriously speaking,
i dont miss him, i just miss who i thought he is.
he isnt who i thought he is lah.
thats BAD.

stop it LEE JING YI.

STOP IT. no more him okay.

no more post about him also.

JUST NO MORE HIM.

nono, i shouldnt give too much nasty comments abt him lah.
one side story is always unfair.
see, even when you are doing ss, they will use the word "bias".
so never judge anyone just by listening to my story lah.
hahaha.



well, i wont give up the whole forest for one damnit bloody tree(:
ANYWAY, MY AMBITION IS BE TAITAI WHAT!
hahaha.
yeah thats it man.
always look on the bright side.
BWAHAHA.

anyway, i read this from someone's blog.

" After all you put me through
you'd think i'd despise you
but in the end, i wanna thank you
'cause you make me that much stronger"
(: omg, this should be the way lah.

so, thank you.

you can go to http://designers-watch.blogspot.com for nice designer watches. (:

cool, unique and nice.

@ affordable price too!

see, i kept my promise(:

"tian ya he chu wu fang cao,

he pi dan lian yi duo hua". -ptbf.



hahaha. yeah right.
quite true lah.
its useless to hold on to something that will never be yours(:



there is still other "HUA" out there.
okay, not.
its "CAO."
HAHAHA. :D

okay, back to the point.
went out with yuan today.
watched FANTASTIC 4 today.
worth my eight bucks lah.



JESSICA(invisible lady) is so HOOOOTTTT.
and yuan loves it.
opps. (:



before the movie, we went starbucks.
i love their chocolate chip frap.
sat down and chat.
we sure have enough craps lah.



nope, no shopping for me today.
only yuan. HAHAHA



then went down to my house nearby coffee shop
to meet jacus, the soon-gonna-be- botak.
HAHAHA.



he treat me to dinner lah.
thanks man!
i think i gave him almost half my bowl of ba chor mee.
cant finish them what.



guess what, the ba chor mee is spicy lah.
and you know when jingyi have spicy food,
no matter how not spicy or spicy it is
as long as it contain spices,
I WILL BLOODY LAO SAI.
ya, from just now till now, stil lao-ing.
GOSH.



chatted from 8 till 11plus.
wth, we sure have lots of things to talk about.
i miss those days lah.



then my parents came at about 11.30.



me: my parents coming to meet me.
jacus: *change his seating position* is it?
i not enough sleep, face colour not good, later they thought i got xi du(on drugs).



HAHAHAHA.



we chatted a while more.
and he talked to my parents in hokkien.
i cant chap in leh!



then head home.




i am so bloody tired now.
):
and xiuying had book me for tomorrow.

WHEN THEN I WILL HAVE TIME TO STUDY AH!?!?
i haven even touch any book yet.
and after next week is my common test.
i need more TIME.
and definitely more time management.

Desperate for changing

Starving for truth

I'm closer to

where I started

Chasing after you....

I'm falling even more in love with you

Letting go of all

I've held onto

I'm standing here until you make me move

I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing

I know

I'm running and not quite sure where to go

And I don't know what

I'm diving into

Just hanging by a moment here with you

this song has nothing to do with what i blogged.(:

a nice song lah.

i used to wonder,

out of ten words you said to me.
how many of them are real?
two?

that's pathetic.

well, what can i say?

nothing.

nothing at all.

i'm speechless.

i'm confused.

i'm disappointed.

love is beautiful?

that's definitely rubbish.

it hurts more.

BOO.

you ruin my life.

get lost!

photobucket is finally working.
which means, i can finally upload photos.
on class bbq and sleepover.(:
we spent almost 48hrs together,
my gosh.

i am sick of their faces alr.
HAHAHA.
just joking lah.

i cant believe we actually wait till 4am
to have mcd breakfast-__-"

OMG.

i love them lah.

photobucket is still loading.

so freaking lag lah.

okay done.

i'll just upload some lah.

we didnt really take photos of any class bbq.

you can go zhanyi's blog to see them.

AND I SAW ONE BLOODY UGLY PHOTO OF MINE IN IT.

i miss those days lah.

sleepover.

yeah, i know how i scold is a little harsh.

yes, a little.

but who cares lah, asshole.

why cant you understand?

i am not piss off with you choosing anyone lah.

cos i dont have the rights to!

i am just so bloody damn it confuse,

why did you patch with her when you said you like me?!

contradict arent it?

get it?!

whatever! *roll eyes*

okay. i know this song a bit orbit lah.

but.. its nice lah.

nice story line.

whats wrong with photobucket lah.

damn piss with it.

argh. cant upload photos.

feel like changing to image shack soon.

):

you are out of my sight.

everything started to make sense now.
what can i say?

i know nothing

till now...

after putting everything together,
it make sense.

perfect sense.

i know why.
i finally know why.
the reactions, the timing.

so, this is what it is all about?
i am just a bloody freaking idiot.

kept in the dark all along.
ENOUGH!!!!

how can i trust you again?
you fucking liar!

prove to me?

prove your bloody asshole shit.

whatever!

why cant you just let me live in peace?

WHY?!

i believe in what you said.

but now, it is all rubbish.

i am lying to myself everyday.

all this time.

maybe this is fate.

the drink, my computer.

i finally know, you fool me all along!

so, this is you.

SO THIS IS YOU?! *roll eyes*

so,PLEASE KINDLY FUCK OFF AND DIE.

you fucking bastard.

enough is enough.
dont treat me like a fool.

i wont hate, i'll just despise you.

bye.

happy 17th birthday LI ZHONG(:

okay, i promise that i wont use the Aligncentre lah.

cos, some said, my words is always being cut off.

AND its hard to read. :P

okay, i have been like eating the whole day.

WTH.

but oh wells, i think nowadays i got small appetite.

i dont know why.

HAHAHAHA.

heard that PTBF?

I GOT SMALLER APPETITE.

SO DONT ALWAYS COMPLAIN ABOUT THE AMOUNT OF FOOD I ATE LAH.

(:

projects and tests.

MY GOSH.

i detest it lah.

wells, i haven even complete the project,

cos i dont even know where to start?

what has the movie do with GENES?

TELL ME PLEASE.

wtf.

and the biomechanics is driving me nuts,

seriously.

i dont understand a single bits.

SO DONT EXPECT ME THAT I KNOW HOW TO DO MY TUITORIAL6.

hahaha.

forget about the manufacturing test.

its GONE CASE.

you know what.

i think i rather go back to my usual self.

" PASS IS GOOD, theres no need for A!" (:

OMG.

xiuying, please dont do it again.

AHHH.

but still thanks. <3

i think i am going to bed now.

ITS BLOODY 3AM already.

why cant i have 36hrs a days.

?

for yuan(:

happy 18th birthday YUAN(:

i know you will like the present. =x

cos, i will force you to like it.

i know your birthday is very special this year,

you have to visit the doctor and MUG.

but, hope you will enjoy your day(:

you are finally ugly for 18 years. :D

HAHAHA.

i am rushing my project now ):

and i hate projects.

GOSH.

fuck lah.

i dont even know where to start.

and its deaddue on next thurs!

wtf.

):

my pathetic dinner):

fine! i know i know. the egg is a bit chaota.

but, what do you expect from jingyi?

R.I.P my LKK guess keychain.

lets welcome my new purse for keys(:

thanks AH YONG(:

i like it a lot.

cos, the hello kitty is GOLD.

too much of study can result in...

HELL YES!

taking photos. (:

random photo.

<3

finally a happy and more lively song.




gosh. :D

sometimes, i think that we really got no fate lah.
i can see xiuying nodding her head alr.

is like, we miss couple of chances alr. ):
i didnt expect this lah.
but at least,
it is a good one?
maybe it is better to start all over again.
and be just friends now.
as you said, even games can restart. (:


HAHAHA.

dont know why.

but at least now, i feel much better.
WEETS.
i love this kinda of feeling lah.
no troubles, no decisions. :D

as you know, i'm a indecisive person.
HAHAH.
decision making = kills jingyi.

yupyup. :D
after so long,
no more emo post. i guess.

i love zhang hui mei's song.
GOSH. NICE LORH. (:

especially, zhen shi, jie tou, ji de.

wees, i am a happy jingyi now!