yesterday.

afternoon shirt.
hate it man.
nicholas and siming(i am still arguing with banana who is him) came.
ya, and nicholas claim that he came down specially lah.
YES,CLAIM.
hahaha.
walau, you cheat so many donation money alr!
give me some wont die lah.
:D

fine, i am still thinking
whether is he eugene or siming,
look alike what,

hmms.
i think banana is right. (:



today.
well, i am dead alr.
meet out with 3 bestfriends in a day.
GOSH.

woke up late.
meeting priscilla at 2 and i woke up at 1.50pm.
nice eh.
hahaha.

then, rushed out.
walked around,
bought christmas presents.
taught the kampong girl what AXS is use for.
CAN PAY BILLS ONE LAH!

walked to town and it RAINED.
heavily!
luckily i brought my cute umbrella.
shared with her.
HELLO. its the monsoon season now and you bloody dont bring
you umbrella.
nice one girl.
hahaha.

lend her my umbrella.
see, i am a good friend (:
went to fetch meiyi from work.

took bus down to bugis.
shopped.
late twice in a day!

meeting xiuying 7.30 at hg mall
and 7.30 i am still at bugis,
cool!
hahaha.
of course, she nagged and nagged at me.
walked around.

bought a lot of junk food today.
walau, i am gaining weight alr!
yes, i am fat now.

anyone know how to go on diet with popping pills,
exercising, and i can eat all i want?
TEACH ME IF YOU KNOW!
i want to know!!!!!

super summarised post, hahaha.
i mean super!!
bye :D

walau,
fri i got no off, no morning shift.
no fate.
tsk.

my prince charming.
okay, i dont even know if he is cute.
uni graduate, two condos, only child.
wtf, where to find!!
my dream is shattered.
taitai. :)

i got morning shift actually.
then, change again. ARGH.
see, i miss this chance.

and is the parents who want to introduce me to him.
see, i am a good daughter in law.
bwahaha!!

no fate. :(



okay, wtf.
who match make at this century.
old fashion. hahaha

i picked up my phone.
i scrolled to your name.
i stared hard.

i dont know why why i did that too.
so dont ask me.

then i heard the rain pouring.
i can feel the tears is alr at the brim of my eyes.
then, i stopped.
i said i will not miss you again, didnt i?

then, i found out.
not missing you is impossible.

some little actions gave me away.

i scanned through those texts you scanned me.
it didnt even exceed mere fifty.
i paused.

not even fifty texts,
can make my day great.
okay DAYS. with 'S'.
"what are you doing?
not sleeping?"
just this two questions make me smile.
and smile for the rest of my days.

okay. i did not feel like that lah.
trying to make it drama.

i was like "wtf, 50 only! siao char bo, kns!
like that also can be so happy. kill me. "

i feel so stupid.
yeah, VERY.

but i can feel that the feelings are fading (:
thats a great start.

at least i manage to make the first steps.



okay, i promise i wont blog in the middle of the night again.
i get so freaking emotional.
this is so sucks.
fine,
lets say whatever to this post together.

its feels like two million year alr
thou, i only work for 26 days!
IT FREAKING 26 DAYS.
no typo no mistake.
i can actually survive for such a bloody long period.
wooh.
PRAISE ME(:

i love compliments and encouragments.
:D

FULL SHIFT TODAY.
wtf. FULL leh.
nvm, tml morning shift.
it like so damn finally.

meeting michelle tml.
thats so GREAT.
havent been seeing her like so LONG.
fine, i just chat with her just now.
whatever lah.
I MISS HER MAN.

today is so love.
meiyi priscilla jingxian sheila and slash came.
(:
then ugly.
well, you owe me ten ugly.
i helped you kay.
by waving my golden hand. (:
i KNOW what you said to them!!
wth, hahaha.
love love love,

I LOVE VISITS!!! <3

i still cant let go,
and i dont know why.
this is one fucking thing i hate about myself.
I CANT MAKE decisions.
i ponder and wonder.
wtf, typical libra.
i am still keeping all the texts,
i got no courage to press delete.
it seems so easy but hard for me.
memories should stay (:
okay. see, i cant make decisions.


there is a guy trainee tml.
gotta sleep early to look pretty.
BWAHAHA.



omg, the fried rice is so fraking FULL.
BYE (:

i dont know.
i feel so weird.

i dont know how love feels like anymore.
really.
i forgot about how it feels like to love someone.
i only know that it hurts.
A LOT>

i forgot how it feels.
to cry over him.
smile because of him.
giggle over something silly with him.
pretend to be angry with him.

its time to let go.
i shouldnt hold on.

those days.

memories is fading.
i only can remember some.
those which melts my heart.

i know my feelings for him faded long ago.
but each time i fall for others,
i will lie to myself that i still like him
not them.

i dont know why.
afraid of being hurt again, perhaps.

each time i think of him, tears rolled down my cheeks
instead of an arc appearing.

each time i close my eyes, i cant block him out.
i dont know why.

now, it is really the time to let go
and start a fresh.
i will, and i can (:



i dont miss him, i miss who i thought he is (:

just let me miss him one more time.

this post is so weird.
fine, whatever,

i love james blunt's songs.
fine, i know my taste of songs is different. (:


okay, i dont have the bloody time to update.
all i do is work work and work.
wth.

nvm.
i need to attend this stupid course
yest and today.
this is so DUMB.
i fall asleep in those boring lessons.
not just boring. VERY BORING>
*yawn*
thinking of the course make me sleepy ald.

but i get to know some new friends
from vivo and tm.
cool.
when i check stock next time,
i can ask for them esp VIVO.
hahaha :D

now i am broke =(
i need more clothes.
to replace those i ruin.
okay fine.
i still didnt learn my lesson
each time i dye my clothes.
AHHHH>

PJ is getting more and more each day,
while my clothes is getting lesser.
wth.

Before marriage. .
Darling here.. darling there...
After marriage.
Baling here... baling there..

Before marriage. .
U DIE,i'll die with u .
After marriage.
"U die, up to u. "


Before marriage. .
U go anywhere. . I follow u.
After marriage. . .
U go anywhere. . up to u.
soo long married. . .
U go anywhere better get lost!!

Before wedding
u are my heart, u are my love"
After wedding
"u get on my nerves. "

Before wedding
"u are sweet and kind just like
Cinderella"
After wedding
"u are worse than godzila"

Before wedding
Roses are red, violets are blue. Like
it or
not, I'm
stuck with u
After wedding
Roses are dead, I am blue.U get on
my head, I
will sue u

Before wedding
Every dating he brings u to Shangri-La
After wedding
U want to go, he says u 'wait-la'

Before wedding
She looks like Anita Sarawak
After wedding
Don't know whether katak or
biawak.....

this is so true.

whats wrong with singapore men?
more and more perverts are running loose.
what the fuck.

hope he kana castrate by the mrt door,
when the door close.
how nice.
i will stand aside and point at him laughing.

wtf,
what is so nice about touching people's ass?
damn you lah.

knn.
BLOODY hell.
hope you eat and choke.
hope you drink and puke.
hope you walk and fall.
hope you are being fired by your boss,
and cannot find a job.
and remain jobless till you are 60.
no cpf to live on.
hah, how nice.
dont ever try to kill yourself.

because,
when you jump down the building,
i wont let you die.
i will pray hard you stay alive
and remain crippled :D
hang yourself?
hurt your throat and turn dumb,
but still alive.
slit your wrists?
noway, you lose your hands but you will still be alive.

curse and swear.

let you have a taste of your own medicine.
hope you are being molest by a MAN,



anyways,
what the fuck is wrong with you?
i stared at you.
and kicked you.
you still contiue to touch my sexy ass.

damn bastard.
what luck.

i am damn piss off with the dumb
boss.
whatever shit she is.
damn you lah.

this is my first time being scolded during
when working.
and i did nothing wrong.
why must you scold me in front of the customers.
cant you just ask me go into the storeroom
and talk about it?
fuck off and die.

fine. i dod not greet those bloody customers.
but i am like one mile away can.
you want me to shout at them?
"hi, welcome"
this is so rubbish.
fuck you.

i stepped on your bag,
but it is an accident.
damnit.
and you ask me to pay you?
what the fuck.
why dont you just go and rob the bank?
and i apologise with sincere okay.

and what did i do to deserve that.
call me a bitch?
then you are a slut.
tmd.
detest me? fine. i'll pay back you double.
you dont have to say it right in front of my face.
"you bitch, i hate you."

i have my dignity too.
wtf.
you are not even my damnit boss.
my boss is my customers!

shit you lah.

on diet?
hope you double your weight.
damnyou.
tmd. WHATEVER.

i am going quit for good.
when i earn my damnit money.
i have lots of jobs to choose anyway.
fuck it.

well, dont work here.
you will regret.
but i can say the people there are really good(:
<3
except the stupid fatty ass with no hole.


working in sales line really make you turn
more vulgar.
say no to vulgarization.
say no to HER.

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE.

Name: jingyi

Birth date: 21st of october89

Current status: single :D

Eye colour: black plus brown?

Hair colour: black and brown too (:

Righty or Lefty: right!

.Zodiac Sign: erm, snake.

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE.

Your heritage: hokkien?

Your fears: worms, eww. of course, broke.

Your weaknesses: love.

Your perfect pizza: hawaiian :D

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.

Your thoughts first waking up: : "why did i dream of him?"

Your most missed memory: those days,you know what.

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK.

Pepsi or Coke: pepsi.

McDonald's or Burger King: burger king! mushroom swiss is love!

Single or group dates: when i date, i will tell you.

Adidas or Nike: adidas bags is nicer! 3 strokes.

Lipton tea or Nestea: i hate tea.

Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla. but i love sorbet!

Cappuccino or coffee: mocha cappuccino is love! <3

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?

Smoke: no way.

Curse: yeah, if you work in g2000, i swear you will curse the customers.

Take a shower: of course.

Have a crush: yes! EVAN cai.

school: of course.

Want to get married: my ambition is to be taitai remember? yes lah!

Believe in yourself: yes, most of the times.

Think you're a health-freak: erm, no. seriously, i need a diet.

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH.

Drank alcohol: nope.

Gone to the mall: yes. i was in the mall just now.

Been on stage: yup.

Eaten sushi: i just ate sushi can.

Dyed your hair: nope, never.

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER?

Played a stripping game: yup, but i will wear tons of shirts first.

who you were to fit in: wtf?

LAYER EIGHT:Age

you're hoping to be married: me? 26 and my partner have to be at least 28(:

LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY.

Best eye colour: i love brown eyes,

Best hair colour: black (:

Short or long hair: it depends.

LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.

1 minute ago: msn-ing.

1 hour ago: erm, at town.

1 month ago: nice one. i forgot.

1 year ago: wtf, then what are you doing one year ago?

LAYER ELEVEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE.

I love: you even i know you dont.

I feel: sick and tired of this.

I hate: slimy worms. GROSS.

I hide: my feelings towards you.

I miss: who i thought you were.

working is so dead lah.
didnt online for a couple of days.

monday.
class chalet.
but i did not attend lah =x
went out for movie with yuan and alfred.
happy feet :D
worth it! nice.
i envy those who can sing.
AHHHHHH>

tuesday.
i hate night shift!
damnit.
and i sort of jinx them.
i spoil their vacuum machine=x
shit ass.
then, i have to sweep.
JINX!
then, meet priscilla and went home.

gosh, i can actually answer call when i am sleeping.
and i talk crap.
GOSH. wtf.
i cant remember what i said.
damnit.

wednesday.
went out with pris.
yeap.
fetch her from work.
didnt catch step up.
no more =(
anyone have the VCD or DVD?
llleeennddd meeeeee.
ate a lot.
i need a diet lah, seriously.

my craving for cheesecake has stop.
because i am eating it now.
now i want oreo cheesecake!
i want old chang kee.
i want all the bloody food lah.
:D

thats about all. bye.

G2000 is great.
but i hate to work.
have to stand for bloody EIGHT hours leh.
fuck.

my toes is like so freaking pain now.
okay. swollen.

okay, fine.
i DO slack lah.
but not always can.

i hate customer who keep on trying
the clothes and not buying them.
wtf is wrong with them.

HELLO! we need to fold them and wrap them into
a bag you know.
damn you lah.

closing sucks lah.
i prefer opening.

and hell,
i go to work other than the dumb money,
is to avoid housework.
and i have to wash cups, vacuum, mop there.
this is like so wtf.

when i find another job,
i QUIT.
maybe.
:D

tomorrow is a long day ahead.
movie with yuan and alfred.
then, to chalet.
AHHHH> omfg.
24hrs is so not enough.


and, i seriously dont know why wearing shorts
and tees to town attracts so much attention.
F. (:

i dotn know.
i switch on the tv and i saw
the er zuo ju zhi wen.
and i watched it.
then there is a part which make me recall the bad things.
the part when the girl was being hate by the one she likes.
AHHH>
i seriously understand that feeling.
it is worse than being rejected.
gosh, i realised that i kept all his texts.

when i bear to delete them one day.
it will be the day that i had forget him :D


tata. long post.

coommm is sooo damn llaaagggg.
lousy connection.
damnit.


off day! weets.
shopping with priscilla. <3
went raffles to visit xiuying.
walked around.

then, walked to suntec,

[ sky wanted me to blog his name lah, okay whatever]
pretend you didnt see that.
okay, continue.

jayed across the damn road.
priscilla held my hand lah,
then, dash -__-"
walau, dangerous can!
have to buy more insurance lah.

lost for words lah.
nvm, photos below...


barbie show! lame but cute.


see, we got the same necklace. hers black, mine white



lets welcome my new bag!
damn chio.

first day of work.
not bad lah :D
but my legs hurt.

blister and swollen.
argh.

i need a pair of shoes!

went shopping during my break.
i am left with half and hour what.
went mango,
bought an off shoulder.
cool.
:D

wth, i haven even earn money and
i am spending like water.
):

i will work more than 1o days.
be prepared, mr tan.


so touched,
priscilla and meiyi fetch me to work.
and, mr tang and yuan dropped by.
nice!

love the presents.
thanks pris, meiyi and xiuying.
ohya, sheila, jingxian, yingxin and shihui.
thanks a million too (:
<33

off to my phone call.
tata.

O level is finally over!
whoa,
i am super high!
but only 70% belong to O.
i dont know why.

what is the hell wrong with people now a days?
wtf,
fine, whatever.

i am so green with envy!
when meizhu wave goodbye to me after science p1.
and i still have freaking DNT later on,
wth,

2 mistakes in chemistry. wtf,
i studied till 4 leh!
is freaking FOUR am!!

and i fell asleep in mcd.
cant concentrate on dnt revision.

people think that dnt dont have enough time,.
and i f*cking have an hour and more.
instead of checking,
i am happily colouring.
mind you, i do have a childhood lah.
see, the difference people who pass and fail.

fine, its over,
so YEAH, YIPPY.
working tomorrow in G2000.
and i dont have the black pants,
wth.

nvm, come visit me kay! (:
in town!

candid. dont kill me! >.<
caimingyou! cool. :D



random.



bye all.

freaking high!
she hired me and xiuying.
:D
but, erm, G2000 leh.
the uniform sucks.

opps, did i say anything.
pretend you did not see this.

fine.
okay, i still dont know where she will locate me.
i dont want vivo, bugis and town.
>.<>.<
irritating.

this has no meaning at all lah.
anyhow lah.

i just want to tell people i finally find a job thats all :D

bye all

1.Are u photogenic?

erm, ya. i think i look better in photo.

2. What time do you go to bed?

erm, three in the morning?

3. What was the last thing you did before this?

chatting in both phone and msn. :D

4. Who's the one you always meet the most?

erm, my brother?

5. Who's the person you'll call if you need help?

if there is fire, 995. being rob,999.

6. What's on your mind right now ?

i am happy. secret.

7. What do you prefer?american idol/singaporeidol?

erm, i think americans sings better =x

8. With whom do you wanna be with to havefun?

anyone. as long as it is shopping, it is fun!

but, i must have cash lah.

9. What movie do u wanna watch now?

material girls, deathnote2,

10. When was the last time you went out?

a few hours back.

11. What do you hate the most for now?

nothing, because i just got back my atm card! :D

12. What do you do everyday besides eat &sleep?

brush my teeth lah.

13. Colors that make you happy ?

GOLD!

14. Most fave thing in your room ?

my bed lah. i need at least 12 hours of sleep daily what.

15. Miss someone?

i missed someone. in the past. (:

16. Plan to buy something?

yes! i need a bag, shoes,that top from topshop. shopping spree!

17. Are you satisfied with your life now?

erm, ya! i am happy as long as i have money.

18.Do you like seafood?

yes! samba stingray is love, although i cant take spicy food.

19.Breakfast or dinner?

both. plus luch, tea and supper.

i know iam fat ald.

20. like chocolates?

yes! milk ones.

21.Do you have a laptop?

nope. i am poor, remember? :D

22. What's your favorite food from fast food?

i love all fastfood. mosburger mussels is nice.

23. Cats or dogs?

dogs! pebble<3

24. Salty or sweet?

sweet, i have a sweet tooth :D

25. City or country?

there is only country in singapore what.

26. Is kissing normal for your age?

maybe? you can see couples of our age kissing almost everywhere.

27. Are you athletic?

my cca is track and field!

28.favorite bands for now?

kone! with gino and darren.

but i love caimingyou now :D

29. Do you have your own cell phone?

of course.

30. What do you wear to bed?

my Pj.

31.Ever had a crush on a teacher in highschool?

nope. that is so retard.

32. Coke or pepsi?

pepsi! i love fizzy drinks!

33. sugar or spice?

i can take spicy food >.<

sugar then.

34. Can you use chopsticks?

ya, i am a traditional chinese what.

35. Do you care about getting good grades?

erm, if i did, i wont be playing com when it is O.

36. Have you ever fallen asleep in class?

most of the time. science especially.

37. Get a job or ask your parents for money?

erm, i am looking for a job ald :D

38. Is your mom strict?

if ten is strict, i would say 4.

39. Do your parents give you enough privacy?

think so, but i still keep my diary in a safe place., just in case.

40. Do your parents trust you?

yes.

41. Would you ever wanna lose your bestfriends?

no,hell no.

42. Does your best friend get on your nerves?

sometimes, but i'll forgive and forget :D

43. Do you make friends quickly?

i dont talk to people first. not sure.

44. Do you tell your mom everything?

most of the things. but i wont tell her if it is a secret lah.

45. What do you & your parents fight about mos?

when she shout, i will shout back too.

46. If u love someone & she/he rejected u.Whatwill u do?

i had been rejected before. and i am still as good as ever.

47. Can u sing or rap?

hell no. i am off key queen. :D

i love this video.
i will marry him for sure. hahaha.






went for interview with xiuying.
quite successful lah. :D

going to meet the boss tomorrw.
she want to take a look at us.
erm, look at us for what?
wth.

-___-"

gosh,
saw sky two times in a day.
hahaah,. weird.

okay, fine.whatever.

i need to wear skirt tomorrow.
this is so shit.
i want to wear shorts leh.

okay, i am short of words.
i dont know what to write!
mental blockage!

photobucket is down.
so no photo :D

bye!

ohmygosh.
the guess show on this sat have EVAN!
i want to watch no matter what:D
weet.
thanks ugly(:

shit! gossip too much today.
AHHHHH>
i better stop, for now.

i changed my mind about being taitai ald,
so no life can.
how!?!
i got no ambition for now.

okay, whatever.

i regret the guess watch i bought months ago.
not the white one,
the gold one.
i wore it for a couple of times only.
BLAH>
walau, i should chose another one.

and i think i am growing fatter.
yes, growing.
it is still happening now.
other than my sinful supper,
i stil eat lots of titbits.
see the calories?
and i ate 3 bowl of rice for dinner nowadays.
GOSH.

i needa diet! soon.

anyway, a random story.


there was a blind boy who used to hate everyone.
except his girlfriend.

he always used to say that

''i'll marry you if i could see.''

suddenly, one day someone donated the eyes.

when he saw his girl friend he was
astonished to see that she was also BLIND.
his girl friend then asked ,

"will you marryme NOW?"

surprisingly,
he simply refused.

his girl friend took her own life
afterwriting a letter saying:
" just take good care of MY eyes "


love means sacrifice.so think beforefalling in love.

how dumb.=x
i wont even give him my eyes in the first place.

fine, i have a heart of stone.

and if i did,
i will go dig out his pair of eyes first,
or should i say my eyes.
then jump down.
i wont just put cap lock on the MY. :D


bye(: this post is so
erm, anyhow?

cool, electric guitar and violin!



ohmygosh,
hey, where can you find another guy so talented.
erm, okay.wangleehom.

bbuutttt,

cai ming you is so LOVE.

since nicholas tse is taken by zhangbozhi,
i have no choice but to like EVAN now!!
EVAN!
i love his voice.
i love his smile.

okay, i just brushed my teeth.
and now i am munching on muffins.
tsk. sinful act.
the best thing is, my weight is happily increasing,
i think.
weighting machine is spoilt lah.

went out.
caught in the bloody rain.
argh!

so, took cab.
and priscilla and xiuying stood there to wait for the cab
and i am happily in thr shelter. tsk.
but they have an umbrella each.

went suntec cum marinasquare!
damnit.
bloody driver, took the long route,
fuck off and die lah.
>.<

shopped.
fruitful shopping trip yea,
anyway, i still need a bag!
:D
dddddaaaaaddddddyyyy....!

okay. i need to go back to msning mood.
great!
i love my girls! <3




we are in changing room.
we are going to buy this.
:D
maybe on the 20th? when i got cash!
bwahaha!

feel so love with them around.
right? ;D

O is sort of consider over.
weet!
free to blog every and everyday!


left with dnt and science paper one.


delicate to ugly,
stop being so ugly lah.
foul mouth leh you.
:D wtf.

go hang your clothes with your bamboo stick.
weet.
>.<
lousy!!

summary of my O.

english:
well, maybe a c5, or b4?
but i want a B3 seriously lah.
but, i think no way.

science:
well, a F9?
both chemistry and physics
i dont think i need to elaborate
any further.

geography:
wtf, why did malaysia came out?
damnit.
i did not study that chapter lah.
c5?

social studies:
although both topic i studied,
merger and N.irland
came out,
i dont have the bloody time to finish partB.
C5?

mathematics:
well, maths make me moody lah.
i didnt even practise hard.
c5?

chinese and dnt A2 perhaps?
well, my chinese sucks lah,
and i can get an A2?
why cant my other subjects get A too?

so yea, total:28 points.
how nice.
i cant even go to poly with this grades.

wish me luck for tml paper.
mathematics paper2
i need more luck lah.

okay.
haven been updating for like hell long.
since i am feeling so down now,
i need something to vent my sorrow on.

argh,
i think science paper is freaking hard!
wtf,
they should think of people
who are weak in science first what,
before they set the dumb paper.

fine, whatever lah.

damnit.
i seriously dont want my science to be a 9 lah.
i want my L1R5 to be 15.
okay, no. 16 instead.

due to some shengye thingy.
he said if i get 15 or below, he had no face lah.

bwahahaha :D

anyway, i have to thank him for teaching me patiently
for science.

but i guess last minute is erm, bad.
hence, i have only myself to blame.
but still

@#$^%&*^*%&%$#
2#%$^$#^%&%^&%^&.

wtf, i hate it.

why cant i just past my science!
i think i slept too much during lesson time.
and now i am awake, but it is too damit late lah.


AHHHH. damn it damn it!

random.
some photos taken during mcf.
the haze is too misty,
cant see mary chang and mr ho flying on the moon.
:(

some random picture.







the cause of the haze,
or should i say the causes that worsen the haze?



anyway, we dont set fire everytime lah.
only on MCF kay.

we are all good kids :D




thats all.
shitting time.
bye all. <3

Librans are easy to like, for you have a captivating charm, possess elegant taste, and are usually beautiful to look at. In addition, you have a gift of making others feel important, for you are a superb listener and instinctively know how to draw out another person.

see, say i am beautiful. =x

A narcissist at heart, you expect admiration. You wish to be the jewel in the center of any setting, and you have a computer memory for any compliment ever paid to you. You tend to judge others by outward appearances. If someone has a charming facade, you won't look any deeper. As a result you may become easy prey for a sophisticated schemer with an affable manner.

yeah, i judge people by look FIRST.
but not all the times okay.
but most of the time.

Money has a way of slipping through your fingers because it isn't money you love, it is the things money can buy. Essentially frivolous, people born under this sign dislike hard work—unless someone else is doing it. A love for beauty leads many natives of this sign to careers in art, decorating, the theater, and composing, but the approach often remains that of a dilettante who enjoys the reward but avoids the effort needed to attain it.

how true can that get?
its isnt the money i love can.
remember it.
hahahah.

in another words, i am lazy.
=/

what a day.

what a day.

it meant to be a nice day.

but ohwell.

heaven isnt on my side lah.

first, i was rushing for morning assembly

due to the DUMD greentea.

and it was like damn freaking squeezy?

then i saw nicholas in front.

since we are in the same class,

i followed where he walked and where he squeezed.

then, there is a small gap.

dont feeling like sueezing in but since

nicholas could do it,

i can do it what!

but, hell NO.

all thanks to my tote bag.

damn embarrassing can.

i knocked into the guy.

i was to ashame to raise my head,

i just say sorry without looking at him.

and SHEILA YAP is LAUGHING AT ME like mad.

grrrrrrr.

she is evil.

then, something happened in class.

thats really terrible lah.

we didnt know thngs would turn out this way.

well, partly we are to be blame.

but not TOTALLY.

and i was damn awkward as i am sitting right beside her.

she was damn pissed can.

it meant to be a joke what.

we all find it rather funny

and we are all laughing our asses off.

it is just a harmless joke.

we havent talk since.

but nvm.

then,

xiuying ate roger's chocolate.

bwahahahh.

she was like " ask him dont beat me leh, other people alsogot eat leh".

the hersheys is meant for banana actually,

but since xiuying is hungry

or should i say famished?

i gave it to her instead.

:D

thats pratically my day.

how great. *roll eyes*

bye all.

i dotn know why but when you talked to me,
troubles seem to go away :D

i got 30points for l1r5.

i am digging my own grave now!
i think i should spent my time on something meaningful.

like revising my SCIENCE>
f9 leh.

at least my cousin is GOING to help me now.
BLAH>


this is totally disaster.
shit ass.

take care all.
bye.

ohya, i need to thanks ugly for warning me. :D
a million thanks.

i am going to push you down from treetop tml.
yeah.
you bloody hell.

mind your steps.
wtf.

hope you stay SHORT forever.
HAH. :D

yes, hell yes.
i am talking about you!

so, just fuck off and die.

:D

okay, fine. you dont have to die.

When a girl misses u,
she's afraid to see how your new girl looks,
she's dreading the fact that ur not hers any more.
i dont think so.
i will prefer to see him happy with other girl, than to stick with me and feel sad.

When u break a girls heart,
she still feels t when bumping heads 3 years later.
totally yes.

When a girl just stares deep into youreyes,
she'sHOPING that your hers and only hers
( itshowshow much she cares: eyes never lie)
perhaps you have some eyeshit there? hahah.

When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through hermind.
nah. it is probably her moodswing.
its once a month what!

When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.
hmm. she just want you to coax her?

When a girl looks at you with eyes full ofquestions,
she is wondering how long you will bearound.

When a girl answers,
"I'm fine, "
after a few seconds,she is not at all fine.
she is just letting you know she is not fine at all by the slow reaction lah.

When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are so wonderful.
nah. it should be "why are you so cute?" or "you are freaking ugly"(for ugly)

When a girl lays her head on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a girl calls you everyday,
she is seeking for your attention.
i think she is more to the irritating type. opps=x

When a girl wants to see you everyday,
she wants to be pampered.
she is just too demanding.

When a girl says, "I'll love you forever, "
she means it.
there is no forever for our age.

When a girl says that she can't livewithout you,
she has made up her mind that you are her future.

When a girl says, "I miss you, "
no one in this world can miss you more than that
of course there is. his parents.

took this from friendster.
pink = my point of view.
i think the author is going to hack me into pieces.

anyway, i failed dnt paper but i still get an A2.
isnt this wonderful?
i just have to pass this damnshit paper.
pratical pull my grade up
by a lot!

hershey's kissables is like
awww. super nice.

totally in love with it.
it is a MUST HAVE eachday.
bwahhahh.
although it has 10g og fats,
but still i love it to bits.


i got a good and bad new.
ahhhh.
lets talk about the bad one first.
i got d7 for english.
i cant believe it.
my compo is out of point,
best of all
my letter writing is also gawd.
i only get 12 marks for language.
booHOO. this toatlly sucks!
totally turnoff!

the good news is.
i got 2 As for o's.
weet.
chinese A2
DNT (practical) a2
weehoo.
isnt that great?
yeah, definitely a turn ON.

i think kovan is the best place now.
because.... shhhhh.


ohya, i think my bro's friend is handsome.
not really that handsome lah, but cute :D

mummy thinks he is shuai.
ehhh.
more to the okay side lah.
bwahhahh.
he is well mannered i can say.
i am such a flower idiot.

but he is tall.
yes. VERY TALL>
i prefer 176- 180 only.
he is way too tall lah.
:D

weehoo.

thats my day. byebye.