Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Yeah

my com is back to its normal state
i am suchh a tian caii
tat is wadd i toldd ai
a tain caii
opps- so gaba ritee

todae took the
long wayy homee
i knew i wontt wan
to reached home early
i noe i will be in tears
once i reached home
done some reflection
on my wayy homee.
i cant believe wadd i heard
i think i am the onli one in class
who fail engg
okies maybe not onli mi
but almost EVERYONE passed
i did sae everyone less den
maybe 3 fail?
AND I AM ONE OF THOSE PPL IN THE FAIL LIST

i m jealous ?
am i ?
i dun noee
but y should i be
i dun noe but i am 101%
sure i AM NOT
okies- maybe tat is wad ppl think of mi
i dun care too
nvm-
things happened lately
i dun think i can remain happy as beforee
i wish i wan a kidd.
no stress.
no troubles.
jus think wad to play tml.

i dun noe.
i am mean
this is how i treat him
a friend of like 3 years?
okies wadevaa-
i am trying to tell myself
i am not mean. i am not evil
but the facts is i am badd
a mean monster
someone with a evil heartt
maybe i will go to hell one dae
i dun belong to ''heaven''
wadevaa-

i wan to screammm
but i cantt
i dun feel like oppenning my mouth
i am not as strong as wad i think i am
i am jus a normal human.
i think too highy of myself
which i am not!

shall stop here
or else ppl will start
complaining i am naggy
bye bye

No comments: